Time
is a flow, like a river or a flame -- seamless
like liquid space. There is no division in time.
But identifying with the spin of the earth and
its rotation round the sun, we divide time into
seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years,
centuries, millenia, eons and so on and so forth.
This
division of time is a creation of mind -- a
product of thought. Thought is a response of
memories to sensations. Thought creates the
illusion of past and future, desire and hatred,
guilt and fear, hope and frustration, pleasure
and pain and thus the entire infrastructure
of the ego. Ego is time. To experience time
is to miss consciousness and the joy of aliveness.
Time is living in boredom. Time creates the
mirage of eternity. Eternity is the outcome
of striving after goals and ideals that are
yet to be realised. Striving is an ego project
and it further fuels the flames of suffering.
The
very celebration of the New Year is an egoistic
extravaganza -- a futile pursuit to forget the
unpleasant and nurse hope for the pleasant.
Ironically the hope of the New Year is another
idle illusion. And it goes on endlessly.
To
break out of this monotonous cycle of boredom
and meaningless chores is true celebration of
the New Year. For this, one must shift attention
from thought to consciousness, from movement
to silence, from reaction to response. Thought
movement and reaction are broods of hope. Ending
hope is the dawn of thought-free, spontaneous
joy.